And so this is Spring Break.
Spring Break this year does not mean Florida beaches for me (I did it one year when I was in my 20's!). It means little Brady P. got to see his dad and grandparents. He is still with them, and I am grateful.
Where does that leave me?
In beautiful, chilly Copper Harbor to do whatever I want.
Sure, I stayed up on my jobs and did some adult things, but I really felt free this week.
Last night I danced under the stars. The stars! What a beautiful place to look under a crystal clear sky. So marvelous and freeing. I cannot leave the house once he goes to bed here, so that was a treat.
I got to listen to music for hours with my lover. Also a treat!
I got out for walks wherever and whenever I wanted.
It was all so freeing!!!
Yesterday I walked to Hunter's Point and sat on the beach for a bit. That felt unusual because I don't often go there alone, and I usually don't walk there because it seems so far away.
In my jovial aloneness, I thought about little Brady P. and how he loves to watch the waves roll in. I imagined his little body convulsing as his eyes popped out of his head.
Then I was suddenly taken over with a figurative wave of love and adoration for him.
Every time I think of him when he's away on a break, I get this feeling. My whole body feels saturated with love and devotion for this little person who has entered my life and pretty much taken it over.
We are together so much, that his absence really allows me to feel the impact he has on me. How he's changed my priorities. How he's taught me to love and accept everybody in such a big way.
He is truly a magical little person, and I am one of the luckiest people on the planet to get to spend so much time with him.
It is surreal, and the gratitude I feel is marrow deep.
I can't wait to see him again so we can, you know, go throw rocks and listen to kid music all day long and he can boss me around a bit more.
Thanks for your patience with me while I enjoyed a bit of freedom and doing things just for me.
Back to the grind soon! I hope you are great!
adorable photo, relish the reunion 🙏ReplyDelete